Envy is being dissatisfied with yourself and it is also not being happy with your self-image and esteem.
It tells us all you feel inferior and is related to shame. Shame is the failure to meet your own standards with a deep down mantra you repeat to yourself that goes something like ‘I have not done my best’.
Shame always reflects on you and you alone and it restricts and limits you inside to the effects of the mantra with self-blame.
All this with the added outward sign of the red face, the blushing and the looking down or looking away when taking to people, this is better known as embarrassment.
All this comes from you searching for approval, respect or being given credit, but the real question is ‘for what’?
Most will think they are searching for trust, understanding and love but it is not the truth of yourself because this is what you are denying yourself.
The substitute is envy but the search is for your real power.
A power that deep in your psyche it is called !Om and is a feminine power that sleeps in the Western World’s mind and has done for hundreds of years.
This sleeping is the root of envy and envy is your green-eyed monster that makes you watchful, guarding or keeping a check on your inadequacy.
This green-eyed monster is your reaction to what you think is lacking in yourself and it creates discontent of another’s advantage, possessions or gifts. It makes you hold grudges, resentment and so you deny the truth of yourself.
Your sleeping power though is the answer to your yearning for approval, esteem and credit, because it is a power like nothing on this earth but you hesitate to wake it up why?
The !Kung Bushmen Women of the Namib Desert have been using this feminine power for over 80,000 years and it is their honour to elevate you through Marianna and me who regard you as the missing link in the overall picture of the Universe, the jigsaw piece that is missing if you like.
Once you ‘Wake-Up Woman’ you instantly stop denying the truth of yourself and the truth of every woman on this earth. Then you cannot say to yourself ‘I have not done my best’ any longer.
This is the answer to the searching for fulfilment in your life but it comes at the age when your second chance happens and that is 45 years old and above.
Stop denying who you are and ‘Wake-Up Woman’ is another term for what we call Mind Empowerment and Marianna constantly hold retreats for this purpose.
Now is the time to join her. More information is available here on the website http://www.newmindwoman.com
About the Author
Michael Whitenburgh is known as the ‘bringer of feminine Power’ by the !Kung Bushmen Women who are the oldest race of people on the planet, dating back over 80,000 years.
He is a volunteer Guide with The Centre of Excellence for Mind Empowerment in the ‘tropics’ of Namibia. The web site for the Centre is http://www.newmindwoman.com
The !Kung Bushmen Women entrusted Michael to be a server, guide and healer of Women under the Laws of the Ancient Desert Secrets. He is to freely awaken the power inside Western Women’s psyche that has slept for hundreds of years. This power is called !Om. It is a Feminine Mystery Power that transforms from the old world into a New Mind Woman.
He aims at Women aged 45 plus who want to reveal their unique upper hand, power, and mastery of themselves and what they manifest. Michael is the only man in the world to be given the Ancient Desert Secrets of the Bushmen Women.
He loves and adores the meaning of his life’s gift and his purpose of freely giving it away and says “It is far removed from the days in the UK of private practice’s in the prestigious quarters of Liverpool’s Rodney St and London’s Harley St, using psychoanalysis and psychotherapy”.